| Tuesday, May 13th, 2008 |
| 8:41 pm |
support
it's hurtful that my mom doesn't seem to support me. i'm not talking financially i mean dream wise. she's so dead set on me being a fuckin flight attendent i "can't" do anything else. "modeling is just a hobby. acting is just a pipe dream." Goddamn it i DON'T wanna be a flight attendent!!! i wanna be famous. as much as i love movies,tv, and music i don't see how she doesn't/won't get that. she has a why bother attitude that's beginning to piss me off. yea it shouldn't get to me but it's different when it's family telling you not to even try. Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: Rise-Ryan Cabrera |
| Sunday, February 17th, 2008 |
| 1:42 pm |
Devil Doll
so this weekend turned out to be a Devil Doll weekend! hehehe. went to austin after all and saw her then came home yesterday around 5:30ish. then went out again to see her play in Ft. Worth!! met up w/ mandy and cayla and made a girls night of it. of course we were right up front, lol. Devil Doll reconized us from the austin show. she played for about 2hrs which was neat since her austin set got cut short. towards the end she did some of her old songs. she didn't get to do "King of Brooklyn" friday so she did it last night. yay, but what made it even better...she leaned down and let us 4 sing w/ her for the entire 2nd verse of the song!!!! sooo a memory song now :) that was really cool! she finished playin at 1:30am then hung out and talked to everyone and took pics and signed stuff. i'll post pics on myspace when i get them. http://myspace.com/devildollhttp://devil-doll.com/ Current Music: Gypsy Bitch- Devil Doll |
| Friday, February 15th, 2008 |
| 2:57 pm |
Hotels.com
http://www.hotels.com/ BLOWS!!!!!!! DON'T USE IT. FUCKIN DRAMA BULLSHIT IS ALL IT IS! i called this morning at 10 something to reserve a room for tonight in austin,tx. me & kalisa wanted to see Devil Doll in austin but our original staying place fell through. so i got us a room. then the original staying place changed minds and we can stay there after all.....so i called the hotel i booked trying to cancel saying plans got cancelled i didn't need the room. THEY WOULDN'T LET ME CANCEL!!!!!! said there was no way i could cancel since i went through hotels.com. that's some bullshit right there!!! wtf ever. so i called hotels.com and tried to explain the situation. BASTARDS WOULDN'T LET ME CANCEL EITHER!!!!!! GGGGRRRRR!! my credit card's already charged and would not be cancelled or removed! someone's fixin to get hurt, omg! SOOOOOO pissed right now!! almost seems like it's not fuckin worth it. Current Mood: lividCurrent Music: Shut Up and Swallow-Combichrist |
| Sunday, January 27th, 2008 |
| 5:32 pm |
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| Friday, January 18th, 2008 |
| 6:16 pm |
internet
it's hard to enjoy my new computer that i got for christmas when the fuckin internet is always down!! fuckin thing works when it wants to. i can only get on once a day if i'm lucky. seriously irritating!!!! Current Mood:  irritated |
| Sunday, November 4th, 2007 |
| 8:01 pm |
bitched out
i just got bitched out twice in a 15min time frame!!!! goddamn it, WTF?! 1st for not coming to dinner...um, yea i didn't go down b/c i DIDN'T KNOW dinner was ready! no one told me. Mom was too busy talking on the phone and i was in dad's office playin on myspace. dad ate by himself :( then when she got off the phone mom called to say dinner had been sitting on the table. had i known it was ready, of course i would've gone down, duh! so after, doing the dishes...apparently i didn't do it the right way so i got bitched at again. "Use the brush. Get the food off first." i told her nothing was on the plate, it had all come off. "It's a simple task, i don't see why you can't do it." so i threw the knife on the counter and said "Fine, you do it then." and walked off. GGGGRRRRRR!!!!!! Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: America-Sonic Noise Terrorists |
| Friday, September 14th, 2007 |
| 4:05 pm |
parking ticket
so earlier today i went outside to get in my car to drive around passing out flyers for Nick's show tomorrow. saw something on my windshield...a fuckin ticket outside my own damn house!!!!! WTF?!!? fuckin cops have nuthin better then to do then to go around the neighborhood giving tickets out (for parking the wrong way) when there's actual crime elsewhere. $30 fine. ssooooo pissed!! the ticket says 12:45am so it happened when i was at the church. (we took kalisa's car last nite) Bad cop! No donut!! Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: Worlock-Skinny Puppy |
| Monday, July 9th, 2007 |
| 4:01 am |
Poison
got to see Poison yet again last night!! hehehe...rocked as usual! i hope they're still singin in another 20 yrs...by far my fav band to see live. it was my 6th time to see them in concert. YAY! happy mercury! oh and yea i got to meet Bret! the pic of me & him is on my myspace Current Mood:  excitedCurrent Music: Shooting Star-Poison |
| Saturday, June 9th, 2007 |
| 12:04 pm |
Jonny Lang
Jonny played house of blues last nite. Fuckin amazing as always! after the show kalisa & i stood by the stage door and met him. he's sooo sweet!! i told him it was my 6th time to see him live; he thought that was cool. i also told him he needed to come back and play again soon since he's so amazing live, favorite artist to see play. (next to poison) told him he was on my myspace, he smiled and said cool but he didn't get on myspace that much, lol. what else, haha...told him to tell his wife, haylie hi and i watched her on Dr. Quinn. he said he would and she'd like to know she had a fan out there. didn't get any pictures....fuckin house of blues wouldn't let me bring my camera in...ggrrr...i'm sneakin it in next time. and of course i thought of more things i wanted to tell him after we were in the car and drivin off, figures, lol. YUM! lol...i like house of blues. nice venue..it's a restaurant & concert hall. gotta stand for the concerts which is fine. http://www.myspace.com/jonnylanghttp://www.jonnylang.com/ Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Bump in the Road-Jonny Lang |
| Wednesday, June 6th, 2007 |
| 2:52 pm |
days off
i love my days off. i can actually get shit done!! woo-hoo....instead of doing nothing at work for 8hrs a damn day. Current Mood: accomplished |
| Thursday, May 10th, 2007 |
| 10:00 am |
"and then i got high"
so the workers woke me up as usual....i tried to sleep more but finally gave up. the noise is a given but only this time it's to paint fumes!!! that's a new one! waking up high is not my idea of fun! ick!! i went to get online and started gagging b/c the fumes were worse...it drifted upstairs even though the front/back doors are open. Current Mood: undecided |
| Friday, April 20th, 2007 |
| 9:01 pm |
pool pt 2
this week it was Nik's turn to be classic. we were playin and he broke for a new game. the cue ball flew off the table,bounced off a wood pillar and i caught it! didn't mean to catch it made it funnier. left a dent in the wood. HAHA...i wonder if anything will happen next week. |
| 8:56 pm |
stompy boots
i got new stompy boots yesterday! hehe...they're pretty! black of course. knee high that zip in the back and have 9 buckles going down the front. platforms so they make me about 3 inches taller. mom saw them this morning b/c i wore them to work....and i just showed dad before dinner. i knew mom wouldn't like them, that's a given, lol. wasn't sure about dad. yea no likey. "Those are gross! Something a hooker would wear and we know you're not that." whatever! then since dad voiced his opinion mom put her 2ยข in and said "We're not going anywhere with you if you have those boots on. It's embarrassing." can ya feel the love?... |
| Thursday, April 12th, 2007 |
| 2:20 am |
playing pool
so tonight at Renos i watched Nick play pool the whole time. i had a blast. i actually beat him in one game (i lose mostly) and so i played Mark. here's where the funny story comes in. Mark breaks, gets a ball in. my turn....hit the 8 ball! 1st shot ever made. not only did i sink the 8 ball i scratch along with it!!!!! Nick was like "That's fuckin gold!" everyone got a kick out of it, lol. i actually took a bow! HAHA yay fun times! |
| Friday, April 6th, 2007 |
| 6:04 pm |
grill
i opened this morning and a black guy comes in 10am...w/ a rag held up to his mouth. he's walking around w/ it...i'm thinkin wtf is wrong w/ this dude....he was polishing his grill!!!! i shit u not...he had gold & silver teeth and he was makin them shiney!! OMG!! there's my boutique story of the day. |
| Friday, March 30th, 2007 |
| 7:46 pm |
Electric Boutique
so mom just told me she was talkin to one of her friends on the phone...she asked how i was and mom busted out in tears telling her that Electric Boutique was a stripper store! the one on northwest hywy. *rolls eyes* hey at least it's not a strip club!!! whatev |
| 12:30 pm |
Purgatory
so i slapped some guy last nite @ Purgatory! he pissed me off!! me,kalisa, and cayla went for an Ed Hardy fashion show. Jeremy Jackson was hosting. i told jeremy i'd be there was the only reason for going. well jeremy and the clothes and the designer couldn't make it b/c of weather. the storms got in the way of letting the plane land. Well a few min before we found that out we were all standin around and some fuckin preppy yuppy guy ran up, kissed me and ran off!!!! i didn't know him!!! OH HELL NO!! so i chased him down and slapped the shit out of him! you don't do shit like that to ppl u don't know. that's not ok. i slapped the shit out of his back and he turned around. i told him not to fuckin touch me...he just smiled...wtf?! "no seriously don't touch me"...cayla's all chasin after me, lol. tellin me it wasn't our club i couldn't get away with that..yea i didn't care i was mad, lol. so we left and went to the church. i finanlly calmed down when i got to the club and vented to Nick. and then went on to dancin til 2:45. |
| Thursday, March 29th, 2007 |
| 12:52 am |
depression
i'm tired of being manic depressive damn it!! i know being normal is way overrated, lol, but damn! it's gets in the way of fun and hanging with friends. ugh i just want it to stop! *rips head off body* FUCKIN BRAIN CHEMICALS!!! Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Black as Night-DeRaNgeMeNt |
| Saturday, March 24th, 2007 |
| 2:39 am |
touching
imma gonna kill some ecco people. i don't know why they feel the need to touch me but it's getting old. they'll lean over to tell me something and just can't leave their goddamn hands to theirselves. either touching my arm or knee. this one dude tonight fuckin reached behind my chair to touch my back! i shoved him away. he asked if i had a new tattoo that he touched. *STABS!* it's one thing if i know you. yea i don't know these fuckers nor do i want to....therefore NO TOUCHY! "You don't remeber me?" no! and don't want to! lol. stop going in & out and i won't keep try to fuckin charge ya. i don't pay attention to whatever the hell you're wearing. between them and the "regulars" who think they're gods gift to the world i'm surprised i haven't yelled at a few of them. some of them don't even look at me, they just walk by. if i charge them they go get someone to "tell me how it is" what's the difference between a $5 and 5 ones? NOTHING! it's 5 for girls...this one paid w/ a ten. so i gave her 5 ones back b/c i had one $5 bill left. she handed me back the ones b/c she wanted the actual 5 bill!! WTF?! melissa usually takes over the door at 12:30ish. we close at 2am. she got there tonight at 1:15! what's the fuckin point in coming in at all at that time?!?! thought that was bullshit. i got put behind the main bar. ACK! i felt like a deer in headlights. i can't handle the front bar. until next week....ugh.... Current Music: Devotion-Nikko-Zero |
| Thursday, March 22nd, 2007 |
| 7:25 pm |
rise & shine
i swear these workers are gonna drive me insane! 8:45am bang, bang, hammer, nail gun, shake, rattle.....the shake & rattle would be me! my insides and me and my bed shaking from the fuckin construction outside my window! being jolted (literally) awake is not fun. Monster has been my friend today. damn i need good music tonight at the club. it's been a long day. ugh |
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